I Want Normal Life

I Want Normal LifeThis is the story of one client who wanted to devote his life story and hope there is a positive way out for him.Mother ........when my old stepping 22 years, I've graduated from the school of hospitality and thank God accepted employment in Metropolitan City.Because in Jakarta I have no brother, then I stayed in the boarding house.Boarding home I'm at home with my mother and her family boarding, boarding because nobody else in the place but me. I occupy the back room.My dorm mother age 41 years, so kind and so considerate, I feel like at home alone. But this is where the beginning of the problem.Because she was so good, I never put anything suspicious to him. She was often out of my room, tidy the room and deliver food for me.After a long time she was often massage me when I was not feeling well, and ....... it happened,she wooed and sweet talk me ....... so I was tempted and gave my virginitas to enjoy.I enjoyed the scene with happiness ........ because I did not be forced.After that ..... not regret but instead repeated and repeated again ..... I was hooked. Boarding mother taught me so diligently in touch, various styles she teaches until I always feel satisfied enjoyed it.But I'm human too .......... I want a normal life, to have a wife of his own age, and have children.So I decided to leave my dorm and tried to live a normal life and get along just like people in general.I started looking for a life partner, but it's hard, because I have in mind is adult women who could give me pleasure. I prefer women who are much older.But because of the demands of parenting, I ended up choosing a friend working age to be my wife. In the early marriage of passion aroused very difficult, but I kept trying to get in touch with my wife.After walking two year marriage, we have not been blessed with children, my wife began to complain with a mediocre income, we often fight and finally ...... because my wife could not bear fled abroad with her new boyfriend.I felt disappointed and hurt by the incident, and caused deep trauma to date.After his wife left, I tried to return home my boarding the first, it turns out there's already moved out of the family land. There is a feeling of sadness ........... I miss people who have made me happy.From then on, I always wreak biological desire for women who are older than me, not by direct contact because I was afraid of sin and contracted the disease, but through chat or phone sex.I realize this behavior deviated ....... but I can not find a way out.Help me mother ......... I want to live a normal life like everyone else